H CORE RANT!

So something has been bugging me huge for a while now but it finally came to a boiling point as of late and I am to nice to actually say something so I am going to write it in a blog.

When I was little I had a friend. Her parents didn't really raise her or her 3 younger siblings so she had to. That is indeed sad. This girl grew up to be a pretty huge partier. She would go out to one of the big rock clubs in the city and get completely hammered ad make out with whoever. She was a larger girl and walking from one part of the bar would make her sweat profusely. It was pretty clear to the rest of us that the guys she was getting thought her as easy and desperate and were taking advantage. She liked the attention. A few years ago this girl went to a holiday party at the same club and met a guy. She got only his first name and that he lived out of town. Not where out of town or a last name or any contact info. This time however she took the gut to a hotel. She ended up Pregnant that night and the guy was never to be seen or heard from again. She decided to keep the baby. Something I respect. She was living with her parents in a pretty far away small town and would frequently leave her baby with her parents while she drove all the way to the city to get her drink on. That annoyed me. Why not choose adoption for your child if you aren't going to be a parent to them? Then it started to get worse. She moved to Calgary, without her child, to look for a job so they could move into the city and away from her parents. months went by and no Job and her child was still living with her parents while she partied it up in the city. Again I refer to the part where her parents didn't raise her. Pretty sure she is making her little sister do what she had to. Then I start seeing statuses about having the best boyfriend in the world and living with him and going on trips just the two of them and getting pets together and now an engagement. No her child still doesn't live with her. somehow she can afford to spend all this money on trips and pets but can't afford to take care of her child and that drives me mental. She shouldn't be a parent if she wasn't going to do it she should have either not kept the baby or put it up for adoption. I know that is a hard decision to make but if you choose to bring a child into this world you need to take care of that child and put it above everything else. I honestly have been so disgusted by her as of late that I deleted her from my networking sight. Then she asked why she couldn't see my profile and all I could say was it was an accident. It honestly makes me ill to think about her even. I sometimes wish I could tear a strip off of her but this is as far as it will get...