Update

So here’s the update…

I have been with my X since I wrote the last message. I suppose I should be more specific lol I seem to have a lot of Xs. Any way, the one that I was worried I would hurt. Everything is going really great. We are both being much more mature this time around. I am watching my mean self and he is thinking before he pouts. It sounds stupid but those were really our two biggest issues. I am actually thinking about my future with someone else again.

I know that I said I need to be selfish right now but I think I have come a long way and a little balance is never a bad thing. I still go to the gym with my sister, I’m still eating right, I started going to Crossfit Edge which is a pretty cool work out group I suppose you would call it. Either way my pant size keeps shrinking (finally a size 8 – 10 again) in a healthy way and that is pretty exciting. I still got a ways to go before I am bikini ready but I have 7 months to get there ;) hopefully it doesn’t take quite that long lol

I am still doing my interior design consultant thing, it is going a bit slow but still good. I also just started freelancing for a local media group doing some assistant editor stuff when they need me. So far it is just for a week but hopefully I do a good job and they call me back. I might even get a credit on the show I am ingesting for. I am pretty excited about this opportunity.

I am still living with my parents and I honestly think I may stay there until next fall. I will be able to save up a lot more to move as well as pay off almost all of my debt which is pretty exciting. I haven’t told my boyfriend this yet :S and I know that he will be upset that it is going to take so much longer then I originally said it would but I am sure he will understand that this is what is best for me right now. Plus the drive really isn’t that bad every day and my parents like him so he is comfortable there.

The one whom I call my partner in crime has a new girlfriend and that is going really well so far from what I hear. I don’t talk to him much anymore. It almost seemed like he was avoiding me for a while and it took him 3 months to tell me about her. Everyone else seemed to know before me too. Including people he never sees. That was a little annoying. I am happy for him, especially since this is the first girl who has made him want to tell people he is with her in a long time. I just wish guys didn’t ditch their close female friends when they find a love interest. I know with him and I it was a strange friendship but it still bugs me that it took him so long to tell me. And the way he told me.

As you can tell though, apart from that one thing, I am really happy right now. I can’t wait to see what the future holds :D