2 in one week?

Ok so enough with the happiness for now ;) I am still happy with my life and going to stay positive and do things that will better my quality of life. I will find a better paying more stable job and I will save up to move back to the city. However my most recent decision may be a bit odd. Today I found out that the rent at my sisters will be going up. That is understandable. Utilities are expensive. However it appears as though they are planning on charging me for utilities paid over the past 6 months. The deal was $200 rent nd utilities and I am ok with that going up in the future however I refuse to make back payments when that wasn't the deal. My decision is, now that I have a car, I am going to beg my parents to let me and the cats move into their house. I will have to live tidier there but I will have more freedom and I trust them. Plus they don't tend to dump things on me last minute. I was going to stick it out here to help out my sister but I am over being treated like a 16 yr old who takes advantage of them when that is not the case. I love my sister and I wish her family all the best I just can't be a part of this unit any more. I think I will ask my parents in Vegas and see what happens. I will obviously stay here until my niece is done school but that will be the extent. Hopefully more things in my life can start falling into place so I can move back to the city I love.

Feeling good

I am leaving for Vegas on Tuesday and am really excited. My oldest friends wedding. I feel really good and have been looking pretty good ;) I am just happy right now. I need to stop complaining and start doing something about my life. I did it with my weight and that is going really well so I can only imagine that the same will go for everything else. I need to look into better paying jobs so that I can get back out on my own. I have my license and a car now so that makes things a lot better. I want to look more into finding things to edit. I want to do what I love and love what I do. We will see. I really think that being single these past few months has been really good for me. As much as I would love to be in love with someone who loves me I am learning to love myself and that is huge for me. I am starting to figure out what I really want. I don't think I will ever bee 100% sure but where is the fun in that any way? I don't know. I just had a really amazing night last night and grew the balls to say some things that needed to be said and I don't know. I am just happy. Hopefully I can keep up this momentum. I am rambling now though so I will leave you with that.