Feeling good

I am leaving for Vegas on Tuesday and am really excited. My oldest friends wedding. I feel really good and have been looking pretty good ;) I am just happy right now. I need to stop complaining and start doing something about my life. I did it with my weight and that is going really well so I can only imagine that the same will go for everything else. I need to look into better paying jobs so that I can get back out on my own. I have my license and a car now so that makes things a lot better. I want to look more into finding things to edit. I want to do what I love and love what I do. We will see. I really think that being single these past few months has been really good for me. As much as I would love to be in love with someone who loves me I am learning to love myself and that is huge for me. I am starting to figure out what I really want. I don't think I will ever bee 100% sure but where is the fun in that any way? I don't know. I just had a really amazing night last night and grew the balls to say some things that needed to be said and I don't know. I am just happy. Hopefully I can keep up this momentum. I am rambling now though so I will leave you with that.