What do you want to be when you grow up? Here it goes...

I moved to the big city all on my own when I was almost 19. It quickly became my true home. I met some amazing people and rekindled some old friendships. I went to film school for two years and loved every minute of it. I majored in Post Production and cut one of our Major projects. A documentary on gamers. I also wrote one of our Major Dramas.

So, what am I doing now? I am a single, 23 year old woman. I live in my sisters basement in my home town with my two cats, Marvin and Jacob. I am currently Job hopping in the closest mall.

Thinking about the question at hand, I don't know that I ever really knew the answer. In any aspect of my life. I am a creative person. I love writing fiction and non, performing on stage, singing, song writing, editing. I know I don't want to live my life in a job I hate, even if I make a lot of money. I am a hobby collecting/jumping, over self conscious, serial monogamist, commitment phobe who loves to psycho analyze herself.

Since I can't figure out anything specific, lets look at the basics of life. I know that I want a career that I love, am good at and makes me enough money to survive and support some entertainment, travel, my cats ;)I don't want anything fancy, just a comfortable worry free life. (don't we all?)

I want to live in m OWN place. I am sick of renting rooms in other peoples spaces. I want somewhere that is my own and I can do what I want with. Something small, quaint, with character.

Lastly I want someone to wake up to. Some one to laugh and fight with. To make love to. Someone who no matter how mad I get at them, a little gesture or wink can melt me smile and know that everything will be ok. Someone I can count on, trust. I don't need a husband, or to have children. Just someone to call mine and is proud to call me theirs.

The issue being the plan part... how does someone like me, with so many hang ups get what they want out of life? figure out what they want in life? Hopefully this will hold me accountable and help me figure it all out. we will see ;)